30.4.

So, there is something from my life... in points.

• I found new small cage for rats in bin. Actually it's for birds, but I put it on original cage and they have new floor. I also put some rope in so they can climb :) and they love their new floor!! 
• I'm going to have some author reading. That's funny, cause I was trying to arrange author reading for my friend who writes some poems and the main organizator said that it's going to be female night and that I'm standing out too - and NO rejections! 
• I'm smoking weed again. But I'm not drinking alcohol with it. And I like it again. I'm trying to write poems when I'm high and I think it's not so bad! 
• Today I'm going to pub! It's Beltine and I think I could do some ritual. About my "daddy issues" that I don't have but still I have them. Every alternative doctor of mine thinks that I had some problems with my father when I was child and that's why I have scoliosis. And when I was talking with my sister about my relationship problems she had one explanation. Very Freud-ish. That I'm trying to find in mans something that my father never had. And that's why every of my boyfriends acts like that I'm stupid little child and they have to educate me and take too much care of me.
• At friday it's big maturity test. One of four. At friday it's just letter in english, so I'm not nervous, cause I have my self-confidence about me and my english language. I'm not very good in grammar, but still I can use it without any problems.
• I have "new" phone. It's not some old Nokia 3310! It has also very bad camera, radio etc. But it's too fragile that I can't open beer with it.