Emilie Autumn inspiration

(i love this picture so much!)

Hello my dears!
About a five years ago, when I was scrolling throught the internet, I saw Emilie Autumn at the first time. I listened some music and I didn't like it. I think it was Gothic lolita and it sounds like some electro/pop/what-the-fuck for me. I liked the appearence, but soon I totally forget that there is something like EA.
I rememberd after a year and I tried to read and know something about her. It sounds like some crazy sci-fi with all theese psychiatric problems, rape... and the style based on it. But I started to love her look and song Liar. After some time I was obscessed with her. I found an life inspiration in her, she was so beautiful and also successful.

Goth parties

Last week there were two goth parties in Prague. YAY!

Early to bed

 Nothing special is happening theese days... Im just tired of school - I was studying whole weekend just because of big test from history of art! And now I know everything!!! Everything from the Egypt to the every kind of modern art! And it will be worse - my graduation is closer and closer and I didnt even start with other subjects.
Im just drinking alcohol all the time and I dont want to stop. I was on Balkan jazz last week - and it was perfect! I also found some Balcan post-punk band - also perfect. I love the language and specific atmosphere.
And its true spring now. I like to smoke cigarettes at this time of year, K. didnt even know and my friends are telling me, that I smoke too much. But... i just love the taste in spring more than ever.
Well... Today I was watching Hannibal with Macho, my friend, in school. And I'll go to the "batsave" party. Who knows what it will be, I suppose there will play some death rock and post punk music and everyone will be so goth... I have to find someone who will go with me. Im starting to look forward!

My prom

Okay
Last week I had my prom. Everything was just... idiotically crazy at school. Collecting money, training of midnight surprise and parades... stupid, stupid, stupid. It was, like an every prom, like the ball. That means - stupid program, fake faces, big dresses and miserable music. My only save was an alcohol. OH GOD, thanks for an alcohol!!

I love my animals

fights with Gypsy, cuddling with Flying and Tyger is sleeping in her cage

yksi vodka kiitos

I was sad last weeks because I missed Finland and old times too much.
But now everything in this way is better :) One of my finnish friends, Lauri, arrives to the Prague at Monday and I saw him yesterday with my friend Klara. We were in carnival walk celebrating the time of not eating a meat before easters. I am vegetarian and other people still will eat meat in next 40 days, but this is just traditon.
We had some masks and the walk was really long. After the walk we bought some drink and food in stall, I bought some hot wine to warm up and after this we went to the pub. Typical czech pub, smoke everywhere, good (and cheap!) beer and drunk fat mans around. I like it sometimes and I was glad that Lauri can see this typical czech ugly pub :D We were drinking and smoking and talking and it was great!
I also know some new finnish words. We were talking about many things - education systems in our countries, alcohol and some rules in Finland, about nazi guys which beats hippie guys in Finland, about relationships etc...
So I have a little bit of Finland here and I am (almost) happy now :)

Tomorrow I will have my prom. I am scared and I hate my school-mates and I dont know what to wear.
But I'll get drunk! My whiskey is waiting :)